Chicago, 2019 The coffee was bad. Karen Walsh knew this because she had made it, and she knew how bad coffee was supposed to taste, and this was bad. It was the kind of bad that had a name—overbrewed, burnt, the kind that happens when you leave the pot on the warmer for too long and the liquid turns from beverage to regret. She drank it anyway. It was 6:47 on a Saturday morning. The apartment was quiet in the way that apartments are quiet when only one person lives in them—the kind of quiet that has texture and weight, the kind you can feel pressing against your eardrums if you sit still long enough. Karen sat at the kitchen table with a cup of bad coffee and a bottle of ibuprofen beside her plate and watched the light come through the window. The window faced the alley behind the building, and the light hit the brick wall at an angle that made it look slightly less grey than usual. She thought about this for a moment. The brick wall. Slightly less grey. Then she thought about nothing for a while. Then she finished the coffee and put the cup in the sink and went to shower. --- Karen met Mike in 2009 at a restaurant called Olive Garden or some other chain that had the same menu as every other chain restaurant: breadsticks, salad, pasta, things that are not really Italian but are close enough that nobody complains. Mike was sitting at a table near the window, alone, with a plate of spaghetti that he was eating slowly, the way a man eats when he is not actually hungry but has somewhere to be and has to delay leaving. Karen was working as a server at the time, carrying a tray of drinks past his table, and he looked up and said, "Can I get another order of breadsticks?" And something about the way he said it—apologetic, almost embarrassed, like ordering extra breadsticks was a moral failing—made her stop. "You're not even hungry," she said. "No," he said. "But I like them." "Everyone likes them." "Not everyone. Some people order breadsticks and eat them all and then feel bad about it. I'm not like that. I like them but I don't eat them all." Karen looked at his plate. He had maybe four bites of spaghetti in it. The breadsticks he had already ordered were sitting on the side of the plate, untouched. "What do you want?" she asked. "Something simple," he said. "Just... something simple." She ordered him mac and cheese. He ate it. He liked it. He came back the next week and ordered mac and cheese again. They started dating after that. Not with a date or a conversation or any of the things people do when they start dating. They just... did. He would come to the restaurant, they would eat, he would walk her to her car, they would talk, he would drive her home, they would talk more. And then a few weeks later they were dating. It was not dramatic. It was not romantic. It was just two people in a city who found each other and decided to try. --- Ten years is enough time to build a life and enough time to forget how it was built. Karen remembered the first apartment, a one-bedroom in a building on the south side that had heating that worked in the winter and a lobby that smelled like someone's cooking no matter what time of day you walked in. She remembered Mike coming over every night, sitting on the couch with his laptop, working on business plans for a restaurant he wanted to open. She remembered reading over his shoulder, suggesting changes to the numbers, pointing out mistakes in the projections. She remembered the night he opened the restaurant—just one location, twelve tables, a kitchen that was smaller than it should have been—and they had ordered pizza because neither of them could cook after twelve hours of working, and they had eaten it on the floor of the dining room because there were no chairs, and Mike had said, "This is going to be big," and she had believed him. She had given him everything. Her attention to detail kept the books balanced when he was too busy to look at them. Her memory for names meant that regulars walked in and were greeted by name, which made them come back, which made money. When he had appendicitis in 2014, she had run the restaurant for three weeks—opening in the morning, closing at night, handling complaints, ordering supplies, calling suppliers—while he recovered at home. When he opened the second restaurant in 2016, she had stood in the back of the room at the opening party in a dress she had bought at a store on State Street, watching him talk to people in expensive suits, and she had felt, for one brief and shining moment, that they were standing together at the edge of something new. She was wrong. They were not standing together. She was standing behind him, and he did not even know she was there. --- The conversation happened on a Tuesday in October 2019, in the storage room behind the third restaurant. It was a small room with shelves of cleaning supplies and boxes of napkins and a sink that never quite stopped dripping. Mike had asked Karen to come back after closing, and she had, because that was what she did—she came when he asked. He was standing by the shelves, holding a box of napkins that he was not actually looking at. He looked up when she entered and his face did something that Karen had learned to recognize over ten years: it was the face he made when he was about to say something difficult and was hoping she would make it easier for him. "Karen," he said. "I have something to tell you." She set down the bag she was carrying. "Okay." "I'm getting engaged." "To Rachel." He blinked. "How did you—" "You've been talking about her for six months. You just didn't call it engagement." He put the box of napkins down. "Right. Yeah." He stood there for a moment, looking at her, looking at the storage room, looking at anything that wasn't her face. "Rachel's family—" "I know what Rachel's family is," Karen said. "They're in real estate. They have money. They have connections. You want the connections." "I want—" He stopped. He was looking at her, and his eyes were wet, which was unusual for Mike. Mike was not a crying man. "I care about you, Karen. I do. But Rachel can help me with things I can't do myself. She's... she's good at the parts of life that I'm not." "Like what?" "Like... I don't know. Like knowing which people to dinner. Like having the right clothes. Like not—" He gestured at himself, at the storage room, at the apartment on the south side, at the life they had built. "Like not being from here." Karen felt something inside her chest go very still. Not breaking. Not yet. Just still. "Okay," she said. "Karen—" "Okay, Mike. I understand." She walked out of the storage room, through the kitchen (clean, everything in its place, the dishwasher running), through the dining room (empty, chairs stacked on tables, the lights off), through the front door, and into the October air. It was a nice October day. The kind of day that makes you feel like everything is going to be all right, which is the most unhelpful feeling in the world. She walked home through the neighbourhood, past the houses with front yards that were too small and the corner store that had been there for twenty years and the church where the parking lot was always full on Sundays because the church was also a community centre and a food bank and a place where people went when they needed something and didn't know who to ask. She opened the door to her apartment, took off her shoes, and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the wall. The wall was plain, painted white, with a crack running from the ceiling to the window frame that she had been meaning to fix for three years. She did not cry. She sat on the bed and she thought about nothing for a while. Then she got up and went to the kitchen and made tea and drank it and went to bed. --- The next morning, Karen woke up at 6:30, made coffee, drank it, and went to the community center on 47th Street where she volunteered twice a week helping elderly residents fill out forms for Medicare and Social Security. The community center was in a brick building on a corner that had been a corner for as long as anyone could remember. Inside, it smelled like floor wax and old paper and the faint sweet smell of coffee that was always slightly too strong. Karen sat at her usual table with her usual stack of forms and her usual pen and began helping Mrs. Johnson with her Medicare renewal. Mrs. Johnson was eighty-two and had been coming to the center for five years, and every time she came, she told Karen the same story about her husband, who had been dead for twelve years, and Karen listened every time because that was what you did. " He used to love the rain," Mrs. Johnson said, filling in a box with a handwriting that was small and precise and had not deteriorated despite her age. "He'd stand on the porch and just watch it. I'd tell him to come inside, and he'd say, 'Let me watch it a little longer.' He was a simple man, your father was." Karen filled in the next box. "He sounds like a good man." "He was. He was." Karen finished the form, handed it to Mrs. Johnson to sign, and watched her sign it with the same small, precise handwriting. When Mrs. Johnson left, Karen cleared the table and stacked the forms and waited for the next person. The next person was a woman in her forties with two children who needed school enrollment forms. Karen helped them. The next person was a man who needed help with a housing application. Karen helped him. At lunch, she ate a sandwich at the table and read a magazine she had brought from home. At two, a man came in who needed help with a VA benefits form. Karen helped him. At four, she closed the center and walked home. It was a normal day. It was the kind of day that had no story, no drama, no turning point. It was just a day. Karen liked normal days. --- They ran into each other at a Target on 95th Street in March 2020. Karen was in the grocery aisle, comparing prices on canned beans, and Mike appeared at the end of the aisle holding a box of mac and cheese. They both stopped. "Karen," he said. "Mike." He was wearing a suit. Not a nice suit—a suit, the kind men wear when they have to be somewhere but don't care what it looks like. His hair was thinner than it had been. His face had lines around it that she didn't remember before. "How are you?" he asked. "Okay. You?" "Good. Good." He looked at the mac and cheese in his hand. "I still eat this sometimes." "That's good," Karen said. They stood in the aisle for a moment, surrounded by canned beans and soup and things that are cheap and filling and not particularly good. "Are you—" Mike started, then stopped. "Are you seeing anyone?" "No," Karen said. "You?" "I'm engaged." "Congratulations." "Thanks." Another pause. The kind of pause that has nothing to say and lasts longer than it should. "I heard about the restaurant," Karen said. "Yeah?" "The health inspection. That wasn't your fault. The inspector was—" "Karen." He set the mac and cheese down on the shelf. "I don't want to talk about it." "Okay." They stood in the aisle for another moment. Then Mike picked up the mac and cheese and nodded and walked away, down the aisle, around the corner, and out of sight. Karen picked up a can of beans, compared the price to the can next to it, and put it in her cart. --- Three years passed. Karen continued her routine. Wake up. Coffee. Ibuprofen for her back. Work at the community center. Dinner. Television. Sleep. Repeat. She had a cat named Buster, who was orange and fat and slept most of the day and woke up at night to knock things off tables. She had a radio that she listened to in the morning while she made coffee. She had a list of errands she needed to run that she had written down and then forgotten about and then found again and then written down again. Life was not good. Life was not bad. Life was life, the way it is for most people, most of the time—a series of small actions performed without fanfare, followed by rest, followed by more small actions. One Saturday morning in the autumn of 2023, Karen woke up earlier than usual. The light was coming through the window at an angle that made the brick wall look slightly less grey, and she thought about this for a moment and then got up and made coffee. The coffee was bad. She drank it anyway. After breakfast, she sat at the table with a notepad and wrote a list for the community center's food bank drive next month. She needed to print flyers, call the church for volunteer help, order boxes from the supply company. She wrote the list. She read it over. She put it in a drawer. She went to the window and looked at the brick wall. It was slightly less grey than usual. She thought about fixing the crack in the wall. She decided not to. She sat down on the couch, turned on the radio, and listened to the weather report. Rain expected tomorrow. High of sixty-two. Nice October day, or the October equivalent in Chicago, which is a day that is not cold and not warm and therefore perfectly acceptable. Karen sat on the couch with Buster in her lap and listened to the weather report and thought about nothing and felt, in the way that most people feel most of the time, that this was enough. It was not happiness. It was not sadness. It was not any of the words people use when they try to describe how they feel. It was just static. The sound the world makes when nothing dramatic is happening. The sound of life continuing. And Karen was fine with that. More than fine. She was at peace with it. The radio crackled through the weather report and into a commercial for a local lawyer. Karen turned it down. Buster opened one eye, looked at her, and closed it again. Karen picked up the notepad with the list and set it down again. She picked up a magazine she had been reading and set it down again. She sat with her hands in her lap and listened to the rain start, soft and steady against the window. She did not know what would happen next. She did not care. She only knew that tomorrow, she would wake up, and she would make coffee, and she would go to the community center, and she would help people fill out forms, and she would live. 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